OOoohh no

what?!!!

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 08:36:00 GMT

when was the last time i wrote in here? like 10 years ago? i'm really just writing because i'm scared...i graduate in 7 months and i have no idea what i'm going to do!!! i really want to move away and have a life somewhere else, but how is that going to ever happen? and i feel like almost everyone here is happy here and i'm the only person that's completely unhappy. and i always put on this smiling face, but it's so fake!!! which is weird because i dont consider myself a fake person...but it's more fake because i dont like to bring others down with my unhappiness. and i just look at all of these successful people and i wonder how it will ever happen for me because there's already a million other great people out there. is there really room for one more? and not only this but will i be the one or will it be someone else? i just cant win...what am i going to do? ohhhh, so many unanswered questions!
DEB

HA

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 00:32:39 GMT

so i was a bad person today, but i made twenty bucks!!! i lied to this girl's mom and said i was her advisor and told her lots of crap, and so i'm excited that i made 20 bucks. this is the first thing that has made college worth being at in like the past almost 2 semesters oh and Maureen, Maureen is the man!!!
and now i'm helping rachel with her campaign...PANSA FOR SECRETARY!!!
have a good day!

MAE

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 01:27:59 GMT

i almost got a ticket tonight...it kinda sucked...but the officer was really nice, so i love him, and it was cool. i went to a baby shower tonight and i want a baby...how about you? so i really havent written in a while, and since i have i have forgotten the idea i was gonna put on here. well i'm really tired and i'm gonna go. oh yeah me and jason are going to see mae in nashville in march you should all come along oh and sorry guys "i'm taken, i'm taken" ha tiffany.
have a wonderful day.

write you in a jiffy

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 20:02:18 GMT

so i forgot that i have this class that i sit on the computer every tuesday and thursday and i can do an entry in here.
here's some food for thought:
"A 'jiffy' is an actual scientific unit of time, defined as 2.418885 x
10^-17 seconds. So the next time you say you'll 'be there in a jiffy',
you'd better move pretty fast."
think about that, oh and i have this idea that i'm going to put on here, but i didnt get to class early enough to put it on here, so i will do it tuesday or the next time i get on a computer with internet.
have a wonderful day!!!!

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 02:42:59 GMT

Sorry guys this new apt. has made it hard for me to do entries because i dont have a computer or internet. so this apartment thing is cool...but i'm kinda poor. i think i should run for an SGA office so i can have a free meal plan. i dont really know what to say, i just thought i would say something i'm at work, well i'm about to be at work from 9-11, and tomorrow morning i'm going to work out at 7, then i have class. i dont think seven is too early because there are some people that come and work out at like 6 and such, and i'll be there by myself so it's cool. well i'm gonna clock in and get an extra hour this week. have a wonderful night.

to.... stoggaf, seizzel, sekyd, sresserd-ssorc...too

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 07:16:01 GMT

DECODE THAT PUZZLE!!!!!!!!!!!! so tonight i had a great night with Jason and Patrick...but i miss maureen so much. i cant wait till tuesday morning at 8 i get back so florence and i get to see "my maureen." so tomorrow is mr. Godwin's funeral, and i'm playing at it, and it's really sad because i dont know...i hate when people die...as most people do, but i freak out...i'm not so good with death...as most people arent. i think i'm going to go take a shower and figure out what to do with my hair. have a good night.

my sorrow

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 23:11:18 GMT

i would like everyone who reads this today to take a minute and pause and pray for mr. Godwin, and his family and friends. he died this morning...i dont really know what to say, besides i love you and i miss you mr. godwin. you were a great person and everyone will really miss you. i know you cant read this, but i know you know this already.
so today has been boring, and sad. i'm goin to nikki's for new years...and not much else is goin on. sorry for you guys that look for my insightful entries...not one today. EVERYONE PRAY!!!

"to being an us for once, instead of a them"

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 18:41:15 GMT

so i've noticed that i'm always a them...it never changes and i dont think it will ever change. and i know that i dont consider myself a them...it's other people that consider me a them. and i consider other people thems, so i does this make everyone a them. i think most of the things i do are pretty normal, well that may be taking things a bit far, the way i am is normal, the things i do are outrageous, and i cant believe some of the things i do. not like drugs or anything...but i'm jsut a weird kid, and i can live with that...and it doesnt really matter if you can, it's me. well i dont really have much else to say...have a good day!!!

A BOOK!!!

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 15:27:18 GMT

do you ever imagine your life as if it were a book? like say your outside playing catch with you friend and you fall...do you say in you head "as john ran to catch the ball he realized that he was falling to the ground, before getting up he noticed that the ball was in his glove and the whole team was running toward him, as he had just caught the ball which was the last out of the game." ok not such a good example, i'll remember to keep one in my head one day when i do or say something like that.
i want to write a book, or a play or something. i think that would be pretty cool. what should i write it about? if i wrote a really cool play it would be cool to see it performed, but i think i'd rather write a book, then everyone could read it. i think i'm gonna write a book. but i dont want it to be some dumb story that no one cares about, and i dont want it to be so above people that they dont want to read it. but if it was like harry potter it would be cool because then people of all ages would read it. some of my college professors read harry potter, my adviser does, and i think that's pretty cool. so give me some ideas for a book. oh yeah and dont take what i said before as what i would write in a book, i'm sure what i actually will he a hell of a lot worse than that. have a good day!

A CHRISTMAS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 01:40:39 GMT

oh my gosh!!! twenty four hours of a christmas story...it's the highlight of my year...and my christmas...and other stuff. so i was thinking about traditions, how do they start? i bet some are made, and some just happen. like you do something twice, and after that you keep doing it. well when i start my family, i want to make smores on christmas eve and i want to watch a christmas story and i want to have my kids open a present christmas night before bed...well not right before, so they can play with it and stuff, you know. i think that was a run on sentence. whatever. i seriously cant wait to start my family...no so much the kids...but i cant wait till i'm with my significant other, in our xtrendyx/poor apartment in New York just enjoying christmas. but i some how think that it wont be that easy...because my significant other will probably want to go home every damn year...and screw that, my fam can come visit if they want to...but i seriously doubt it. anyways...i really cant wait to just be there, and i cant wait to be holding maureen, and touching her, and just relaxing. well i cant wait to get back to my apartment in florence...i like being at home...but i'm paying for a place that i'm not even staying at, so that kinda sucks.
i decided today that i dont like people that dont like my wittiness and my cleverness. it really makes me angry when people just brush it off as my being mean...if you think about it, what i'm saying is usually true and not at all meant to be mean. and if you take a chance to listen to what i say, and not how i say it you would understand that. or at least if you listen to how i say it you...you should think about what i said after that, and maybe you'll agree or at least understand what i'm saying. goin to enjoy a christmas story talk later.

kids!

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 16:15:13 GMT

Ok so i've already done an entry today, but i was thinking about stuff. so i dont know how i'm going to have kids...i cant stand the gibberish, and random talking...i'm just not good with kids, they are so annoying. i can barely stand people that are my age...much less people that arent my age. and i'm starving...but i'm not eating because the kids arent eating and stuff...maybe i'll lose weight while babysitting. also i was thinking about me and maureen...i just want something thats ours. something that no one else has, something that only belongs to us. and i think i know what it is...but i dont think i'm telling. well i know i'm not telling, because its a surprise for her, and i dont want anyone else taking my idea...ha! Maureen and Joanne rock!
Now you can have a wonderful day!

THE PHAAAAAAAAAANTOM OF THE OP-ER-A

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 15:11:46 GMT

So i saw Phantom last night, and it was awesome. And i'm totally sure that the play is better, but i loved the movie. i do believe that Maureen (my significant other, as stated in a previous entries) has cultured me. and i'm so very grateful for that. so one of the two kids i'm babysitting for is crying because i put him in time out for saying dick. maybe he's aloud to say it at home (and i dont think so) but i'm not even aloud to say it, so of course i put him in the time out, i dont want to spank other people's kids. but if you think i was out of order you can leave a comment, man if you think i was in order you can leave a comment. however, even if you think i was out of order i dont think i was I WOULD NEVER LET MY KID SAY THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!Anyways, i'm going to watch tv with these kids.
have a wonderful day.

open-mindedness

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 14:12:06 GMT

Keep an open mind. so many people believe this, as do i. open mindedness keeps the world going around. but i heard something great today. "open mindedness is like a wound, if it gets too big, you'll get an infection." so very true. i like having an open mind, but i dont want someone just getting into my head and screwing with everything i've worked so hard to get straight. think about this you guys.

TOAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 07:20:05 GMT

you know what you guys, i would like to make toast...on white bread, and on wheat bread. first on the white bread i would like to spread some butter, but just a little, then i would like to put a little strawberry jam on it, but, and i know this sounds weird, on top of the strawberry i would like to spread some grape jam. then i just want to eat the white piece, and immediately after words i want to eat the wheat bread. then i would like to have a small piece of french toast, just because it tastes so good. MMMMMMM TOAST!!!!!

interesting

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 04:49:14 GMT

so tonight i hung out with one of my good friends katie and she was talking to me about her sign and how her and some other girl were talking about their signs...and she said that the other girl held very true to her sign...and i starting wondering when people read their horoscopes do they really think that they are accurate or are they just reading them for fun. is it possible that since i am a gemini i am like millions of other people in the world. i mean when people read their horoscopes in the morning do they try and make their day go the way their horoscope says it will go, or does their day actually go that way? when i read my horoscope i read it at the end of the day to see if it actually went that way, and usually i can make some connection, but is that because any person can make some connection? say i read the horoscope for aries, would i be able to make the same connection that i can when i read the gemini horoscope. it something to think about...i have homework, i want you all to read a different signs horoscope for a week and see if it holds true for you...the whole horoscope thing could be crap.
HA! HA! HA! HA!

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 00:39:23 GMT

i dont know what to say...i'm home for christmas come get coffee with me!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and i'm going to kill this girl that's keeps trying to hook up with my significant other....well not really kill...but very close to it.

a ray of light in my otherwise dim day.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 21:05:41 GMT

i cant explain how unhappy i am...almost to the point of not caring whether i live or die today. so i saw "american beauty" this weekend and the narrator said something so very true..."they say 'today is the first day of the rest of you life,' this is true about everyday, except the day you die." how true is that? almost scary, hmmm something to think about. so about my miserable day, i dont really want to go into great detail, but i will say that i'm a baby when i dont get what i want, and i need to learn how to accept what i get. and Maureen is really really mad at me, so that is kinda upsetting, it's even more upsetting though because she keeps saying she's not mad at me. what should i think about that?
i have a question...why cant girls control their emotions? i mean i know it has something to do with their hormones...but that's just not good enough for me. it's kind of upsetting to know that someone can say or do something to me, and i could just cry then and there. it sort of hurts my feelings, and i wish i knew how i could make the things that upset me so much not make me cry. and i hate that guys can hide their feelings so well...it makes me wonder what else they are hiding(George DUBBUH Bush), and i'm sure it's a lot of things. if you feel the need to answer the previous question, i dont mind hearing what you think...but dont give me some bull crap like "guys are better than girls", cause i swear i will have words for you if you do. not only that if you dont have something nice to say dont say anything at all...i've spent the past few weeks learning that, and it's a hard lesson to learn.
well my ray of light would be that i got an "A" on my speech final which in turn means that i got an "A" in the class, and an "A" in computer, so i dont have to take the final. the "A" in computer is more of a surprise because i thought i had a "B" in the class and my GPA would be a 3.0. well now if i make a high "B" on my Biology final i will have like a 3.2, which is not the best, but it is better.
so last week i went to talk to my advisor and he was like "Danielle, your grades need to reflect that you're an "A" student, not a "B" student." and that hurt my feelings a little(and no i didnt cry) just cause it's as if a lot of people strive for B's and i kinda just chill with my B's, i suppose i need to apply myself so that i can get A's...ok so next semester i'm going to get straight A's (as opposed to gay A's. HA!).
send some replies guys it makes me feel better!!!!

i've found the deepness

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 06:45:01 GMT

ok so what is with people who do not want to expand their horizons? those people piss me off. i mean some just need to get a little cultured. i mean seriously though, the only thing that could happen is you would sound a little intelligent in a conversation, and what is so wrong with that? i hate talking to people who are not up to my intelligence level. so to all of my friends this is a compliment because i wouldnt give you the time of day if you werent at least as smart as me, and many of you are smarter than me. and what is with people who only listen to one kind of music, i mean i hate hip hop, but i listen to it so i can at least talk to people about what is out and new. and some people just need to go to a play and sit and enjoy, it's not too hard as long as you can focus, and i'm sure if you spend your money you will want to focus. so to all of the people reading this, go out and get a little cultured, it wont kill you only make you stronger.oh yeah and another thing i hate is when people dont use proper english. it's not a matter of talking like you're black or white, it is just speaking correct english. i get so angry, so if you talk to me, dont be offended if i correct you.

you be my king and i'll be your castle

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 05:28:53 GMT

so i'm never deep on here i always just talk about my day...and i thought maybe it was cause i'm not a deep person, but you and i know that's not true. i just dont know what to say. so how can i be deep, give me some ideas. well i guess that defeats the purpose of being deep huh? it's not deep if someone has to tell you what to do or say right? well i'm thinking about this painting i want to do, but i'm not too sure what i want to do, i have all these ideas, but i dont know. what would you guys like to see, i was thinking something chaotic. no pictures of anything, i'll leave that to real artists, i'm just danielle the political science major, not danielle the artist. GIVE ME IDEAS!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess i'll also say what i did today. woke up, missed maureen, chilled out, missed maureen, missed maureen some more, hung out with nikki, missed maureen, talked to maureen, and now i'm missing maureen!!!
dont forget to give me ideas...have a wonderful night you guys!

SAWWWWWWWWWWWW

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 05:41:34 GMT

Well, well, well happy thanksgiving to all of you my dear friends. so today was interesting. i have barely talked to maureen at all today. oh and by the way i was talkin to a friend and he was saying that most people would assume that maureen is a girl...considering the name maureen...if you think so, think again. anyways, i woke up made stuff, and ate dinner. well then i went with cooper to see "saw" it was pretty scary, i wish maureen was there so i could have someone to hold. but maureen wasnt there. so i really miss maureen. i'm kinda tired..i should go to bed, but i dont really want to, and everyone wants to go to the mall, but there are gonna be so many people there i really dont wanna go, but i really dont have anything else to do. i dont know. i just wanna be with maureen and be held, and loved on...i guess i have to wait a few days. and we havent even gotten to talk...like we've talk 2 hours the whole time we've been apart, this SUCKS!!!! and i'm really horny... and it's funnay cause when i'm with maureen i dont wanna do anything...but when we are apart, i just wanna...you know!!! or do you not know. oh well. i think i'm gonna go lay down, i'm tired and have nothing else to do. have a wonderful thanksgiving, i will write later!!!

SOOOO TIRED

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 23:02:03 GMT

I'm tired, but there is good news. i got a job. "Maureen" got me a job at the SRC, so i start next semester, that's pretty cool. I walked in and the lady was like "i'm not even going to interview you, i trust you and 'maureen.'" For those of you who havent been reading maureen is the name i am calling my significant other. i'm really tired. oh so i was in history today and this lady, who is about 70, was like "i like you, you're very interesting" and i was like yeah "i'm very colorful" and she goes "yeah, ha, in more ways than one." and i wanted to smack that bitch, but i controlled myself because maybe since she is so old she thinks she can make jokes about peoples skin color and get away with it. i did not find it at all funny. then i was in the SGA office and Katrina, Rochelle and Marlena were there and i was talkin and Katrina was like "Danielle are you stuffy?" and i was like "yeah i have a sinus infection" and she goes "well can you not talk so much, cause your voice is kinda annoying" and i wanted to beat the crap out of her, but i calmed myself and said "on that note i'm leaving" and she was like "i'm not trying to be rude" and i go "yes you are but, it's ok," and i walked out. then as i'm leaving she geos "rochelle are you stuffy?" and rochelle was like "no this is my regular voice," it was so rude i cant believe she said that. i wanted so badly to say just cause you're the SGA president doesnt give you the right to be rude as hell, you need to think before you speak. sometimes people dont need to hear everything that's going through your head.
I guess that's about it for today i hope everything is going well...have a wonderful weekend.

oh today

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 22:36:33 GMT

ok i bought this movie yesterday, and i cant decide if i like it or not...when i decide i will tell you what it is and if you should buy it. today has been a day. i'm so tired, the weird thing is yesterday was so awesome. i'm kinda sad that yesterday is over which is weird because yesterday was monday. as i'm writing this entry i'm going to try and download aim so i can talk to people, even though i'm not even supposed to be in this room. dont tell anyone i'm here ok guys!!!! so i'm going through all these changes for AIM and i bet it's not even going to work. we'll see though.
what else is going on? oh i'm almost finished with this painting i'm doing, i wish i knew how to use computers so i could take a picture and put it on here so you all could see it, but i cant, maybe JASON LETT, JASON LETT will help me over thanksgiving! i cant wait till thanksgiving so i can go home and relax, i'm so tired. but i'm gonna miss my significant other who doesnt want their name on here, so i'll just call this person maureen. what if i get in trouble for downloading aim in here, i'm not even supposed to be here. it worked. i can talk to people now. hmmm...not much else going on now i guess, i'm gonna try and do something constructive!!! hope you all have a wonderful week!
oh and i forgot whats up with Condoleezza Rice, i hate unintelligent black women. first of all why is she a republican, and second why is she working for george bush? stupid ass. maybe she's just trying to get hers, and i certainly hope that is the case, that's more honorable than what i'm thinkin.

i'll write more i swear

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 04:11:05 GMT

So i'm head over heals ass backwards in love with this person, and i think this person feels the same about me...well i know this person does. it's an amazing feeling to be in love. i wish everyone could have it, and i'm glad for those who do have it.
On a totally different note, my sosority had elections tonight, and i'm the president of my chapter, it's pretty cool. i think the girl that i ran against hates me now...but you win some you lose some huh? and it would be more beeficial for me because i'm a political science major and something like that would really help me. not only that i wanna do it, it's gonna be cool, and a learning experience.
so i'm doing this painting and i think if i can get it together it's gonna be pretty cool. i'm gonna hang it in my room over my bed, i'm excited about it. i'm gonna go work on it after i finish this.
What els is going on? oh so the person i'm in love with...well we have this song, and this person wont agree with me that it's our song, and it kinda makes me sad, cause it totally is...well i guess its not because this person wont say it is...but i know deep down it is. oh by the way the song is My Boo by Usher and Alicia Keys. i dont guess i have much else to say...i think i'm becoming addicted to writing in here.
have a wonderful night everyone!!!

i'm back

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 01:10:22 GMT

So i havent written in such a long time, and i know the people that have to read this everynight to sleep are so tired they cant think straight. but it's ok i'm back. let me tell about my working situation first. so i was working at michaels and one night, which was the beginning of my last week a work, i threw up, and the assistant manager wouldnt let me go home. well then i got a sinus infection and i tried to call in the next day and the manager wouldnt let me because we were getting audited. so i came cause i knew they needed help, well we are supposed to start cleaning up the store at 7 pm, but when 9 pm rolled arounded nothing had been started. well at 10pm it started raining really hard and the assistant manager and the 2 other people i was working with went to the window to look at the rain. when i saw them walking back i was like "are we clocking out?" and the ass. man. was like "no, we arent even half way done." and i was like "well at 10:30 i'm leaving because i have a test to study for and a speech to write" and she as like "no you're not." and i go "i swear i am" and we went back and forth for a minute and she goes "well leave, but you'll get written up." and i go "saturday is my last day." so at 10:30 i walked up to her and i go "it's 10:30, i'm leaving" and she goes "ok" and i was like "you know i have a test to study for, and when my grades come home my dad's not gonna say 'what happened to michaels' he's gonna say 'what happened to you your grades?'" so i left!!!it was pretty awesome.
what else is going on? oh John Kerry lost, it is a very sad day, but i'm sure Bush will do something to make everyone who voted for him, and the people who didnt vote at all cause they think their vote didnt matter, realize how stupid as hell they are. At least i know i'm smart, and i remind myself of that everyday!!!
i dont guess anything else is going on. oh me and my significant other went and saw RENT this weenend, it was so good. we had a great time, and if you ever get the chance to see it, you should take it, it's a great "rock opera."
Oh and i have a problem that i could use your help with. So sometimes i dont feel like i'm in college, sometimes i feel like i'm just here and i dont have any activities to do, maybe its cause i dont drink and stuff, so if any of you have any ideas of how i can feel like i'm in college tell me!!!
respectfully sumbited,
Danielle

Michaels

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 22:40:24 GMT

So it was great. i'm back at school for those of ou who dont know...but i went to apply today and i walked in and this lady was like do you want to talk to meredith, and i was like yeah. and she goes well she's on vacation for a week and i was like well can i apply and talk to her later. and she was like yeah, are you the one that wants to transfer? and i was like yeah. and then she tod some other girl that i was the one transfering and she goes are you in framing and i was like yeah...and she was like so i hear you had some eight hundred dollar days and i was like well a couple, and she goes can you cut mat and i was like thats the only thing i cant do...(of course i do everything else slow) but i'm the shit at selling...well i'm ok. but it was still cool. it was like they had a picture of me and were waiting for me to come and apply. i really dont feel like working though. hmmm...you gotta do some stuff.and i got some today, it was amazing!!!